Reading My Mind
Despite watching years and years of daytime/self-help-style talk shows like Donahue, Oprah, and Dr. Phil, and learning that you cannot expect people to read your mind, this is exactly the trap I set for my ever-suffering husband yesterday. Despite my husband’s kind offers to take the kids out for the day to give me a break or to do anything I could reasonably imagine, all I could muster in response was a mournful and sigh-laden, “I don’t know.” **shrugs and pouts**
I swear I don’t know how he stays married to me. I am insufferable!
In some sort of defense of myself, I do have several reasons why I didn’t jump at Tate’s offer to make himself and the kids scarce. First, I’ll admit to being completely ashamed that I’d rather not be around my children on Mother’s Day. I feel like I must have some sort of mothering flaw to want to send my children away on the the ONE day that celebrates mothering them. Aside from my inherent flaws, I also know, well I at least hope, that solitude will not be my solo goal for future Mother’s Days. One day I won’t spend every waking second with them and I’ll WANT to spend a special day like Mother’s Day with my kids.
I was also afraid to take Tate’s offer of solitude because I was afraid that I’d answer too gleefully. “YES! Go AWAY. Go FAR, FAR away and don’t come back for hours. Leave me the hell alone! Amen! I don’t have to spend the day with you SUCKAS! I’m FREE! FREEEEEEEE!”
So instead I moped and sulked and heavy sighed. My logical self kept telling my asshole self to just come out and tell Tate that yes, I would really enjoy spending the day alone. My asshole self kept telling my logical self that Tate should JUST KNOW that I want to be alone, since I was obviously sending him all sorts of signs.
Thank goodness my logical side gave my asshole side a swift kick in, well, the ass.
I finally told Tate that it would be really nice if he and the kids left for awhile. Without complaining, Tate got the kids ready and they left for the afternoon. He even took them during their afternoon nap, which in and of itself makes Tate a SAINT.
Amen.
While they were gone I caught up on this season of the best of trash TV, The Hills, and watched a few episodes of WE’s High School Confidential (thanks for tip on this show Shelly!). I also peed blissfully alone which was truly thrilling.
When they returned, St. Tate informed me that he’d made the executive decision to make me a fabulous dinner. Without any help from me, he grilled ribeyes, roasted asparagus, and made a spinach salad with warm bacon dressing. For dessert he made ice cream floats. Then he cleaned up the kitchen and folded laundry all by himself while I enjoyed a glass of wine.
Apparently St. Tate actually can read my mind.
Woo Hoo!
Yippeee for you and Tate!
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I’m so glad everything worked out in the end!
ha ha!
How nice!
I found myself talking to your story.
Jennifer! Do it! Go out!! Let them go! SOMETHING!
All Hail St Tate! I wasnt aware that I *had* a “logical self” … Ive only ever met my “Asshole Self”.. and what an ASS she is!!
Happy Mothers Day !!
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I’m such a baby on Mothers’ Day and my birthday. Which happens to be this week too, good luck Husband. I’m not sure why. But, it’s true you don’t want them to ask you just want them to do it. That dinner sounds great. What a keeper you have!
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now that we know that they are capable of being such a big help…why does it happen only once a year? Don’t they know we would be much happier if it happened oh, like twice a year?
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Well played, Tate. Well played.
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When will I learn??
Sometimes I really wonder if you and I are the same person. How do you channel my brain and write it all down first?
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You peed all by yourself? With no one to hold your hand or show you the toilet paper or ask you what you were doing? How did you manage?
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I was saying yesterday that “Mother’s Day” is actually, “Take the Kids Away From Me Day” and “Father’s Day” is, “Let’s Spend the Entire Day Together Day:”
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You are one lucky mama. I spent half the day in my PJs, which was, in a word, heaven.
But can I just say? That dinner? Girl, hold on to that man.
wow. Awesome!!!!
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holy crap - where can I order one? a saint, that is.
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Tate should start his own husband school. I’d pay for mine to be the first student!
So glad you had a fabulous Mother’s DAy!
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LOL There is nothing wrong with wanting a DAY OFF from your kids that you take care of 24/7 once a year. That is all I have been asking for since I had my son…just the one day to go shopping or just sit at home and do nothing for the whole day.
BECAUSE…
When they become teenagers and start spending large amounts of time outside the house…THEN I will expect my kids to spend time with me on Mother’s Day. That is my plan and goal…take the day off until they are teens…THEN spend time with then when they no longer want to be up my butt all day every day.
It comes down to not wanting to deal with diapers and food and tantrums on the one day that is for Me (other than my birthday…but I like to spend time with them on that day)…when they get potty trained, feed themselves…no when they can get their own dang food…then I will want to spend time with them on Mother’s Day since it will be different than every other day…we can go out to eat and not have to deal with tantrums because a crayon fell in the floor, etc…
Anyway, my point…Mother’s Day is a good day to be selfish and take some time to yourself. Don’t feel guilty…a happy mommy is a good mommy.
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go, tate!
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Oh - he did gooooooodddd!
Maybe a few hours here and there without the kids on a more regular basis would help?
Says she who needs to take a dose of her own advice!
My guilty self felt bad because my selfish mama asshole self REALLY enjoyed having the entire afternoon and evening to myself yesterday while my husband took the girls to see his mom at his brother’s.
We could have gotten together and watched E together!
Hooray for St. Tate!!! Reading your mind is an excellent skill to have acquired!!
But yeah…I am one of those mothers too. I gleefully left the house for a while. Although next time I think I will have hubby take the kids out of the house. I don’t think I’d mind that much, either…*G*
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sounds kinda perfect actually.
i’m one of those who would like to spend at least part of mother’s day, well, not being a mother. i think i deserve it for spending the other 364 days a year as one
Sounds like a great day! WTG Tate!
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You are so lucky!
I got nothing but an 8 hour drive back from the beach.
I wanted a trip to the spa.
He.Will.Pay.
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nice Jennifer, Nice!
I woke up to two sick kids and a “getting sick” husband but he still sent me out in the afternoon for a pedicure, movie (”Made of Honor” - not so good but I went in with no expectations of greatness so I enjoyed it just fine) and dinner with a friend. It was fabulous. I had a little trouble leaving as well but while I was out, thoroughly enjoyed myself!
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Whoa. That was an incredible turnaround - definitely hold on to that man!
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Can we trade?
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Ohmygod. Thank you. I thought I was the only one totally conflicted about how you’re supposed to feel and behave on Mother’s Day and other “special” days.
It’s so cool that Tate figure out the magic formula: relieve Mom of all of Mom’s usual duties. My husband kind of figured it out in the 11th hour too…he really straightened up a bunch of areas that have been annoyingly cluttered and got the house clean for me before he left this am for yet ANOTHER business trip.
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There is nothing wrong with wanting the gift of peace and quiet for Mother’s Day. Truly. Lots of moms (Including myself) just need some time ALONE.
And?
I have a stack of dishes waiting for me to wash from Mother’s Day, and our dishwasher is broken.
I think that blows.
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My husband made me breakfast, and let me sleep in for an hour. Then he had to go to work. When he came home, I had to embarq in a 6 hour car trip to return a child home…WHen I got home at 5am this morming, the same ginormous pile of laundry is still sitting in the middle of my bedroom floor. (on my side of the bed) Am I a huge, horrible jerk for being very disappointed about the laundry?
I’m a jerk
SO glad you had a great one, I hope you enjoyed it for all of us
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I longed to love High School Confidential—but never got there.
*sigh*
I loved the promise of it.
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Hey you get to feel that exact way on Mother’s Day, that’s what it was created for, right? Make you feel guilty while giving you an excuse?
My husband keeps offering to take the kids away for a WHOLE weekend, and I keep waggling back and forth about it…
Enjoy.
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My guess is that on Administrative Professionals Day, the administrative professionals don’t want to celebrate by spending all day typing and answering the phones.
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ah, what a great day.
how was lil’ girl’s birthday??
i feel that same pull of wanting to be rid of the kids for awhile…and wanting them with me, because -gosh, darn it- they are WHY i AM a mommy.
on a side note - read The Female Brain, by (wow, i can’t remember…but if you read the book, you’ll understand why.)
great book for husbands to read too. just don’t let your husband stop reading at the “pre-kids horniness” chapter…he has to make it to the “i have kids - don’t touch me” chapter.
i think the male brain is coming out soon too.
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Holy Cannoli. That Tate is THE MAN.
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um, that last sentence sounded really funny.
let’s try it again…
i think the book, The Male Brain, should be released soon, as well.
a little better?
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I’m the same way! My husband complains all the time that he isn’t a mind-reader! He’s learned to just make the executive decision and not ASK me if it’s what I want coz I’ll just “ho hum” all day long about it. It’s nice to have the “me-time” but I do find myself missing them when they are gone and wondering what FUN-tastic thing they might be out doing without me. (hehe) Glad you had a wonderful Mother’s Day!
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Congrats on the alone time! Sounds like a wonderful way to spend Mother’s Day.
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It sounds heavenly.
I’m suppose to have a re-do Mother’s Day this coming weekend. We shall see…
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Sounds like a lovely day to me!
I have been meaning to watch High School Confidential - they followed several high school students from here around for four years, and I am anxious to see how it turned out. Now I just have to remember to Tivo it!
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Wowzer he IS a saint.
And btw, don’t feel guilty for wanting solitude on Mother’s Day. It’s SUPPOSED to be your day to relax and that’s not really possible with kids around. I sent mine away, took a blissful nap and was all the more appreciative of him when he came home.
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And thanks for asking about Ella’s birthday, she had a wonderful day! I plan to post pictures of her eating cake soon. We’re having her birthday party this weekend.
Why do you do this to yourself? Seriously, my friend, just decide to not feel guilty. It is so counter-productive. I happily ditched my kids for a few hours yesterday - and I don’t know many sane mothers who wouldn’t jump at the chance. You’re not an asshole, you’re normal.
I’m glad St. Tate made it a good day for you - you deserve some down time. Oh, and I loved Swistle’s comment - so, so true.
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Dang he has been reading his chick magazines. I am VERY proud of him!
And next time Say your mind!
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Seriously. That sounds like the most awesome Mother’s Day ever! That dinner sounds divine. Those are my FAVS!!!!!
I not only had my kids around all day - I love them but as a SAHM, I do like the occasional break. But I also had my entire family down for lunch - mom, dad, sister, BIL, 4 kids, my aunt and my sister’s MIL…..whew….
So I cleaned like a madwomen, cooked, entertained, etc etc etc. And when they were gone, I cleaned the kitchen, loaded and unloaded the dishwasher, twice, and washed the kitchen floor.
And what did my hubby do? COMPLAIN when I asked him to go to a neighbors and cut me some lilacs for the table.
Can I have your hubby talk to mine? Mine has NO clue. NONE.
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Oh, that does sound like a lovely day. I tried to remind myself that mothering young children is labor-intesive and relentless, and a break sometimes makes us BETTER, so good for you for claiming it!
I can be a jerk about my birthday too. I’m always disappointed… it’s so silly.
Can’t wait to see Ella and her cake-smashing fest!
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I. am. so. jealous.
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I’m new to your blog and am enjoying it! I have to say that I am totally one of those moms that enjoys Mother’s Day alone. That is the only gift I request. Time to do whatever I want. Yesteday I got to sleep LATE, shop, and go for a walk! It was wonderful. Glad you got your day - and dinner - and enjoyed it!
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I’m definitely going to ask for alone time more often because it was so fantastic!
Aw…what a great husband! I hope you enjoyed your free time. I love my husband…but…my Mother’s Day started with both kids up at 6 a.m. DH still in bed. Breakfast at Waffle House in the pouring rain, off to Grandma’s where he napped on the couch until it was time to go home. Then he went out to the barn to “do some work” while I fed, bathed, and jammied the kids. Happy Mother’s Day to me. The best part of my day? My mom and dad got me a $50 gift card for Starbucks.
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that was a great post. i swear you are reading MY MIND. i find the whole thing hard as well. on the weekends hubby says what do you need to do - when do you need some alone time and i freeze and get all snobby and mopey. WTF is wrong with me.
this was the first time that i just let him go and enjoyed myself and didn’t get mopey. i had the BEST day ever….
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I, personally, had a SHITerrific Mother’s Day. Not because I expected anyone to read my mind, but rather because I didn’t want to hear about how much of a bitch I am for not wanting to attend the family events that had been scheduled.
We drove an hour to be with my in laws…MIL and 3 SILs and their families. Then drove another hour +10 min beyond our house to see my mom and sister.
I started to get comfy at my sisters and began watching 27 Dresses. It was pure bliss until my kids turned into demons and I had to leave 1/2 way through. Needless to say, I was exhausted and angry by the time I got home.
I should write a How NOT to spend your Mother’s Day post…but that would probably hurt my SIL’s feelings.
*sigh*
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Awesome!
Believe me you aren’t the only one that wanted time alone.
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Yeah! I’m glad that he finally “got it”. It sounds like you had a wonderful day. I promise you that as they get older, it gets easier, and that you will one day want to spend the entire day with them celebrating.
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I’m starting to see a conspiracy here. Has it occurred to anyone that Mother’s Day was invented so that men would only have to act thusly one day a year? Say one day in Sept. you really need some time to yourself, and beg him to please take the kids somewhere. Won’t he say, “Didn’t I just do that like four months ago?”
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I spent part of my Mother’s Day apart from my kid, too! And yeah, part of me felt guiltly for that on MOTHER’s day of all days, but I needed that time with my own mom, too!
The fact that he folded laundry is what get to me. Wow. St. Tate indeed!
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I bow down to thee St. Tate. Well done.
I’m so glad your asshole self took over the logical self’s thought process and enjoyed a few hours of much needed alone time.
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I love when I actually get to pee all alone. I totally know what you mean.
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green I tell you! GREEN with envy!!! And it totally doesn’t go with my shoes which I am hating…
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I’m right with you on this post. Sometimes I’m scared by how badly I just want to be by myself.
For Mother’s Day, I spent 7 hours in the car with my husband and toddler to celebrate my hubby’s grandparents’ wedding anniversary. Since they’ve made it 70 years together, I opted to be a good sport about it all! Plus, mothers got to go through the buffet line first!
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Happy Belated Mother’s Day. It sounds like a lovely day. I do the same thing as you. I won’t tell him what I really want. And when he offers I act all like “No, no, it’s OK I’ll be fine without a nap for ANOTHER Sunday”…or similar things.
Glad you had a fun day.
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